The reason why It took me a long time to show my grief because I have not come to terms that he is actually dead. Yes, I have read every posting and still did not believe my buddy FLEX, Shawn, MR BIGGS is dead. He is actually dead isn't he... The question is why? We all knew that he had heart issues but why? You see I don't except things too easily like most people. I have been built to ask questions and investigate why things happen the way they do...
My first instinct told me " Well okay it maybe a heart attack"
but he was healthy...... and if his heart condition was that serious with all his work outs.... Why didn't it give way before... why now... Why the heart attack?
What supplements was he taking before his death?
That's my question..... And it will never be answered............
At least once a year I have a thought about IFBB pro Chris Duffy and there are so many questions I would love to ask him because I felt that if he had continued with Bodybuilding and not get snatched in the drug den and doing porn he would have been Mr. America 2000 or Mr. Olympia at least 3 times or more. He is over 6 ft tall with massive muscles, I just don't understand what happened? I have been trying to locate Chris Duffy to sit down with him and ask him if it was the right decision to leave bodybuilding and does he feel he would have been a superstar if he had stuck with it.
The problem is I think he got involved with the wrong people or person that was not looking out for his best interest. I know that we make choices and its our own fault if we follow the bad path... but my question is? why? When did he lose passion for bodybuilding? Now Im not talking about the porn because these days a majority of bodybuilders are doing that to support themselves because you cant hold a full time job and compete. Your 9-5 will not allow you to eat every 2 hours and workout and sleep to relax your muscles for growth. So you probably may need to go that route if you are not a successful personal trainer.
Im still in awe of this man but I have so many questions as to what led him to doing male escorting(If he is still doing it.... not sure) but I know he was doing male escorting heavy with websites for years. My real question is? Is he really gay? Well is he? Wouldn't matter if he is ofcourse but a lot of people I have been talking to that knows him states that he is not gay and that he is actually straight but the big money in escorting is doing the gay thing.
The real question is who are you? What are you doing? What are your opinions on bodybuilding today?
