Claudia Reid: Refuse to accept Bodybuilder Shawn Robinson's death... Never will.. Unanswered Questions

The reason why It took me a long time to show my grief because I have not come to terms that he is actually dead. Yes, I have read every posting and still did not believe my buddy FLEX, Shawn, MR BIGGS is dead.  He is actually dead isn't he... The question is why?  We all knew that he had heart issues but why?  You see I don't except things too easily like most people.  I have been built to ask questions and investigate why things happen the way they do...

My first instinct told me " Well okay it maybe a heart attack"
but he was healthy...... and if his heart condition was that serious with all his work outs.... Why didn't it give way before... why now... Why the heart attack?

What supplements was he taking before his death?
That's my question..... And it will never be answered............

Goodbye Mr. Biggs...... Love you little brother

 

Claudia Reid
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PORN STAR ERIK RHODES DIED LAST YEAR... LOST A GOOD FRIEND. RIP JAMES NAUGHTON

I know that I am a year late literally on this but I am shocked and sad that James Naughton aka Erik Rhode( 30 years old) is dead (HEART ATTACK).   He was a gay pornstar I used to talk to him online and offline we would go back and forth he would talk about things I did not understand (his life with money, people and etc) because he was so good looking very honest and he didn't give a shit what people thought he kept doing his thing. He had the best body I have ever seen on someone with a tall frame since IFBB pro Christian Duffy ( Who was also a pornstar) and had the same sadness and the same drug problem.  I saw him one day on the Upper East side in Manhattan one winter and I stopped him and said " I know you and I love your fashion photos." He smiled at me and said " I guess you haven't seen any of my movies have you?" I said no but I know who you are?" But I like the fashion photos you did for major stores and the daring shots you took with wonderland that you posted on myspace.  Then he said thanks for that... for recognizing something other than a fist up my ass. I was laughing so hard because he said that with a serious face.  He was really sad and it seemed to me that he was waiting to die. The depression was so bad at times I began to cry when I read his blogs about how he hated certain situations in his life and how his issues with drugs would never leave him.  He told me that he was from Manorville and he had to get out of there because he felt trapped and no one understood him and at one point he wanted to be a cop state trooper I believe and instead he became a dancer for a short while because the money was great.  Then he talked about he was once with a woman for what he considers a longtime in his life and then he realized he had to do something different.  He was the reason why I loved NINE INCH NAILS... The song Discipline opened me up completely and removed the cob webs from my brain. He made see that people do what they do and judgment by a human being is bullshit.
We used to talk a lot and then we stopped talking......... I didn't know he was dead until yesterday when I was talking to a friend and his name came up.  I got curious and looked him up and found he died.  The last time I spoke to him he was living in STATEN ISLAND with his boyfriend and then after that relationship we never spoke again because he was happy for a short bit but it wasn't enough.  I cant say.... and I am drawing at straws here.... After talking to him for two years ..... I don't think he was happy doing porn ( That's just me talking) He wanted to be a model doing mens fashion like the top names of today  MICHAEL CORS, TOM FORD and etc. He wanted to be recognized in the FASHION WORLD.  People only wanted to be around him because he is the hot guy with the big dick as he always said.  He said that everyone wanted to fuck him and some wanted to take care of him and it gets old after a while.  I learned so much from him as far as " People are not attached to you by accident.. someone always wants something regardless.  I wish I had more time with him but there was nothing anyone could do for him honestly.  He was in so much pain and suffering for years and people that he was mean and sarcastic but he was actually sweet and he talked to me like a regular person he wasn't phased by fame or fortune.  I called him the unhappy handsome.. Rest in Peace James and I will never forget you for changing my mind of missing out on life and to stop being judgmental.  


Just to tell you know He was tall and handsome... He looked 1 million times better than his photos. I just wished that he could have lived longer to get the opportunity to do the things he wanted to do outside of porn.  He was such a cool guy honestly. FYI to be honest I never believed he was gay until he moved in with the last boyfriend he was with STATEN ISLAND. The way he acted to me.. He acted like a straight man... The signals were never there that he was gay and for some reason I still don't believe he is gay at all. I think he may have been bisexual.. but the way he talked and acted he was definitely alpha male 100%.  I cant explain it, but he didn't have feminine bone in his body. He loved his beer and he loved his music.  I wish we could talk again.


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IFBB PRO CHRIS DUFFY.............. WHAT IS HE DOING NOW? WHY IS HE DOING IT?

At least once a year I have a thought about IFBB pro Chris Duffy and there are so many questions I would love to ask him because I felt that if he had continued with Bodybuilding and not get snatched in the drug den and doing porn he would have been Mr. America 2000 or Mr. Olympia at least 3 times or more. He is over 6 ft tall with massive muscles, I just don't understand what happened?  I have been trying to locate Chris Duffy to sit down with him and ask him if it was the right decision to leave bodybuilding and does he feel he would have been a superstar if he had stuck with it. 

The problem is I think he got involved with the wrong people or person that was not looking out for his best interest.  I know that we make choices and its our own fault if we follow the bad path... but my question is? why?  When did he lose passion for bodybuilding?  Now Im not talking about the porn because these days a majority of bodybuilders are doing that to support themselves because you cant hold a full time job and compete.  Your  9-5 will not allow you to eat every 2 hours and workout and sleep to relax your muscles for growth.  So you probably may need to go that route if you are not a successful personal trainer. 

Im still in awe of this man but I have so many questions as to what led him to doing male escorting(If he is still doing it.... not sure) but I know he was doing male escorting heavy with websites for years.  My real question is? Is he really gay?  Well is he?  Wouldn't matter if he is ofcourse but a lot of people I have been talking to that knows him states that he is not gay and that he is actually straight but the big money in escorting is doing the gay thing.

The real question is who are you? What are you doing? What are your opinions on bodybuilding today?

Claudia Reid

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DONT MESS WITH MEL CHAUNCY! RX MUSCLES NEW FRONTMAN TALKS HIS TRUTH ABOUT SINGERMAN... TRUE OR NOT TRUE?

I COPIED THIS FROM AN ANONYMOUS GUY ON FACEBOOK... HE POSTED THIS ON AARON SINGERMAN'S FACEBOOK PAGE. THIS IS INSANE.... THIS POSTING IS EXACTLY HOW IT WAS WRITTEN.  THIS IS NUCKING FUTZ....  I WOULD NOT MESS WITH THIS DUDE AT ALL.  HE IS SERIOUS ABOUT HIS SHIT.  THIS MAY BE TRUE THAT HE WROTE OR IT MAY NOT BE TRUE.  BUT READ IT AND IT IS TOTALLY INSANE THAT EVEN BODYBUILDING HAS DRAMA.


 Mel Chancey this morning on Rx:

truth to this matter was that we allowed aaron singerman to write his farwell and say

it in his words wich would have been great until he started showing his true colors and lying to our sponsors about RX, so now the truth will be told!! aaron singerman was fired for making lies up about lee thompson,, dan solomon and tons of other things that are to long to list, hes a nuisance to the ifbb/npc to show promoters and athletes in our business,, i cant tell you how many calls i have gotten from this industry congratulating us for firing him,, but truth of the matter is that aaron fired himself by his actions.. so that being said that is why we took his thread down, if he would have shut his mouth and bowed out gracefully no one would have got to know all this,, but in true singerman form his ego maniac self could not handle the truth that he is a moron and no one in this industry wanted to keep dealing with his drama!! we werent trying to keep this from you all, we were just trying to be respectful to aaron at first,, but you cant give respect to a moron that cant even spell the word let alone give it!! aaron was fired for his actions and RX Muscle says GOOD RIDDANCE TO A REAL MORON!!!!!

And just to keep you all in tune,, i was the one who was sticking up for aaron when he got his press passes pulled for running his mouth about the ifbb,, im the one who got him to be able to attend the arnold classic this year, i have stuck up for him since i started at rx with this industry,, but let him tell the story from his delusional mind and im the bad guy!! Well ill take it, i never seen a dude like aaron in my lifetime,, and ive seen alot of scumbags in my travels so thats saying alot folks!!!

This is rich . . . When did we come to associate Mel and the truth. Melony Chancy is a fucken punk who without his history as a hells angle would not stand up to any man. Fuck there are light weight MMA fighters who would wipe their asses with Mel alll day long. Don't forget, this bitch never had a job other then associating himself with criminals, running drugs and stealing his way through life. Fact: he was brought into that online community by John Ramono ( another fuken crook.)

With regards to Carl, he was out of line on the last show they did together making public things which were no ones business. Had Lennore been a leader then any performance issues in this business would have been addressed all along and a young professional would have been guided to success. Fact is Carl is another guy with a shady back ground and dissolved the relationship between he and Aaron over a woman, one who is fucken hot. Period.

LEAVE PAULA DEAN ALONE! GIVE HER BACK HER SHOW..... LIKE NO ONE HAS EVER SAID A RACIST THING RIGHT???? FUCK OUTTA HERE!

A QOUTE FROM FACEBOOK:

Leave Paula Dean alone.. I want her back on her show and I will continue to eat at her restaurant and her son is really nice... I dare anyone make a comment to me on facebook about this.... If you don't like it... FUCK YOU!... All of sudden everyone is holy than though right? no one has ever said FUCKED up shit about a race in your car or in your home?.... You know how many timeS I heard the word nigger since I moved down here in Jacksonville? really? really? Focus on important shit and leave this woman alone.

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AARON SINGERMAN LEAVES RX MUSCLE.... ITS ABOUT TIME! TALENT LIKE THAT NEEDS EXPANSION! WORD!

WHO KNEW  THIS WOULD HAPPEN ONE DAY? WHO KNEW AARON SINGERMAN WOULD BRANCH OF ON HIS OWN? I DID. YOU SEE WHEN YOU HAVE A TALENT LIKE AARON SINGERMAN ITS ONLY A MATTER OF TIME BEFORE YOU REALIZE THAT YOU HAVE A LOT TO OFFER AND YOU HAVE SO MANY GREAT IDEAS FOR WHAT MAKES THINGS 10 TIMES BETTER. 
NO DISRESPECT TO RX MUSCLE AT ALL... THEY ARE GREAT AND THEY WILL ALWAYS BE GREAT..... BUT SINGERMAN WAS THE STAR YOU MUST ADMIT THAT.  WHEN I SAW THAT JEFF THE PRODUCER WAS OUT I KNEW IT WAS A MATTER OF TIME SINGERMAN WAS GONNA LEAVE.  YOU CAN ALWAYS TELL WHEN SOMEONE ENJOYS WHAT THEY DO AND THATS SINGERMAN. HE LOVES TO ENTERTAIN AND MAKE PEOPLE LAUGH AND ENJOY THEMSELVES....

COME ON FOLKS YOU HAD TO HAVE KNOWN THAT SINGERMAN WAS GONNA LEAVE IT JUST TOOK HIM LONGER THAN I EXPECTED.  GOOD LUCK TO SINGERMAN BECAUSE WHATEVER HE DOES WILL BE A BLAST...  IM JUST DYING TO KNOW WHAT HIS NEW SHOW NAME IS GOING TO BE.. JEWBACCA RADIO... THAT WOULD BE AWESOME..

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AARON HERNANDEZ NEW ENGLAND TIGHT END ACCUSED OF MURDER... DID HE DO IT? OR THEY HAVE NO CASE ON ALLEGED MURDER? SKAPEGOAT PERHAPS?

 Picture taken by athletetattoodatabase.com

Did he do it? New England tight end Aaron Hernandez accused of murder?  Why would a guy like this ruin his career and his freedom for murder? this case does not make any sense... what would be the purpose to murder a colleague?  Odin Lloyd and Aaron Hernandez were good friends and then the police are saying they found Lloyd's body 1 mile away from Hernandez house.

The rumors are swirling around stating that Hernandez is violent and short tempered. Does that make him a murderer because he has a short fuse? Lets see what happens next... You need more proof than that to pin a murder on him.






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FACEBOOK CONVERSATION WITH BODYBUILDER GARY NOAKES... THE NOAKES!

Unedited Version:

Claudia Reid I admire real people, and he is one of the most dedicated person I know. This guy does his thing and nothing stops him... absolutely nothing strength inside and out!

Gary Noakes Bless you claudia. Im very humbled and honoured by this.:) thank you very much.x

Claudia Reid There are no thanks in this one... You don't make pretend or kiss ass.. you are who you are and make no apologies! Your too real with a massive drive like a mack truck! Do you me a favor.. on your next show... Take them suckers down!...... by any means necessary! You got to much to miss!

Gary Noakes I am on it :)

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BODYBUILDER GARY NOAKES! MUSCLE TALK MASSIVE

I admire real people, and he is one of the most dedicated men I know. This guy does his thing and nothing stops him... absolutely nothing strength inside and out!

world class baby!!!!

 

BODYBUILDER GARY NOAKES!

 

Claudia Reid
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DESMOND BRYANT ARRESTED SUNDAY FOR MISCHIEF.... NO FURTHER DETAILS

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Desmond Bryant

Desmond Bryant was arrested by police in Miami-Dade County, FL on February 24, 2013 and charged with criminal mischief of over $200 and under $1,000. No further details of his arrest have been released. Bryant is a defensive tackle with the Oakland Raiders. He was an undrafted free agent out of Harvard in 2009 but has earned significant playing time over his career with the team. He is an unrestricted free agent, so his arrest could affect the level of interest from other teams as well as the amount of guaranteed money he is offered.

GIVE THE GUY A BREAK, HE MADE A MISTAKE.... LETS HOPE HE LEARNS HIS LESSON AND THANK GOD NO ONE GOT HURT OR KILLED.  I KNOW HE WAS DEVASTATED WHEN HE GOT ARRESTED. ALL WE CAN DO IS PRAY FOR HIM AND HIS FAMILY.

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CLAUDIA REID: WHATS THE WEATHER PREDICTION FOR MS. INTERNATIONAL 2013 AT THE ARNOLD CLASSICS? IS IT DEBBIE'S LASZEWSKI'S TIME TO WIN?

Hmmm! Debi Laszewski is doing the 2013 Ms. International show at the Arnold Classics.  So check  this out and maybe this has not crossed anybody's mind yet or it could be just me..... Last year at the Olympia, Debi was very close in winning Ms. Olympia 2011.... Right? or is it that she should have won the 2011 Ms. Olympia? which one is it?  She is going against Iris again at a different show and the one thing that crosses my mind is... IF DEBI WINS MS INTERNATIONAL THIS YEAR OVER IRIS....WHAT WOULD THAT MEAN FOR IRIS? 

I AM DYING TO SEE WHAT  YAXENI, IRIS, DEBI AND KIM BUCK IS GONNA BRING.  KIM BUCK IS ONE BIG LADY AND IF I WERE ALL OF THEM, I WOULD WATCH KIM AND DEBI.. THATS JUST AN OPINION...

AGAIN WHAT DO I KNOW?
                                   2013 Entries Ms. International

Brigita Brezovac

Kim Buck

Tazzie Colomb

Angela Debatin

Alevtina Goroshinskaya

Elena Kavva

Iris Kyle

Debi Laszewski

Cathy Lefrancois

Yaxeni Oriquen

Jeannie Paparone

Olga Puzanova

 

 

 

Claudia Reid

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BUNNY DEBARGE THE KEPT ONES... IS THE BEST BOOK EVER

 

just finished a 2008-2009 of BUNNY DEBARGE'S book and the only question I have to ask.... where was I all these years when the DEBARGES were going through this. First I didnt even know they had painful family issues all these years until I saw the show UNSUNG. I know I am a late with all this but it is still a shock and I dont even think as a fan I can get over. I didn't even know that BOBBY DEBARGE died in 1995.... I thought they just decided to get married and have there families and writing music for other people. I HONESTLY DIDNT KNOW THEY WERE GOING THROUGH THIS.

What made this whole thing worse is reading this book. I FELT SO MANY EMOTIONS and BITTERNESS towards the parents. I can't and still don't understand why? No one knows what a person goes through until it happens to you.

269 pages of tears with this book. AGAIN, WHERE WAS I WHEN THIS BOOK WAS WRITTEN? I must have not been a die hard DEBARGE fan to not know what was happening. Even my mother knew about it and when I was discussing what I found out... She said yes, YOU DIDNT KNOW THAT? I was like... MA, WHY DIDNT YOU TELL ME? She said " Claudia I didnt want to take away the love of there music from you. Mind you I am 42 years old and my mother tells me this.

I have a lot of terrible things to say about what happened to them, but out of respect for the DEBARGE's I will not go there. All I know is, Death would not be an easy way out.... Thats all I have to say on that matter. This is why I get so angry when I see the nastyness of what people write against the DEBARGES. THIS BOOK EXPLAINS EVERYTHING and if I was them, I would be in jail waiting for my DEATHROW to come through. That's why I am not a mother because I couldnt handle it.... I would make arrangements to have a guardian take care of my children and then FIX the matter and do the JAIL time and love it knowing my children are safe from a monster.

IM SORRY, IM SO SORRY BUT IF THAT WAS MY CHILDREN... I WOULD BE A WIDOW.

This goes to all you hateful, jealous, mean spirited, disgusting, lying, son of a bitch bloggers that think they are gonna become famous and getting attention for slamming innocent people. MAY GOD GIVE YOU MERCY... BECAUSE I WOULDNT

claudia reid
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AL B SURE NEEDS TO RECORD AGAIN... I LOVE IT AYE AYE AYE PAPI SHOULD HAVE BEEN IN THE TOP 10.

You know when your stumped and really want to say something but you have to becareful what you say. Words couldnt even describe AL B SURE and how FINE he is.  I don't know, I just dont know! I remember graduating from High School and a friend of mine gave me a gift for my gradualtion and it was AL B SURE... IN EFFECT MODE.  

NIGHT AND DAY, OOOOH THIS LOVE IS, KILLING ME SOFTLY, RESCUE ME and ALL that.  I swear TO GOD listening to AL B SURE repeatedly made me fall in love with my neighbor because he looked like AL B SURE.  I loved his songs, the lyrics made sense, the music was so sexy it made me very uncomfortable. I couldnt even listen to AL B SURE loud because of all the moaning he did with the baritone voice he had, my mother would have killed me if she had found out I listened to AL B. SURE. 
Now that I have gotten the LUST out in the open lets get down to business.....

AL B SURE came out with an track a couple of years ago and I must say that  " I LOVE IT" (PAPI AYE AYE AYE) is an awesome album. I am not going to lie.   His Voice is insane, when he talks and sings.... LORD HAVE MERCY. May GOD FORGIVE ME./

Now....... I know AL B SURE loves GOD and praises him everyday on FACEBOOK, RADIO and wherever..... Lets make pretend that he is NOT a devout Christian ( Maybe he is or Maybe he isn't) LETS HOPE HE ISN'T because I dont have to watch what I say and I can say what a beautiful MAN he is.  He is so fine that you when you see him you ball out tears like your in a funeral.  

AGAIN I am not getting to the point, If I keep this up I am going to keep writing how FINE Al B Sure is!  HE AGED SO WELL, HE LOOKS SO GOOD, even BETTER he's more fine than he ever was.

OKAY BACK TO HIS LAST ALBUM.  It was a fantastic Album ... What happened? Why didnt it get the BUZZ it deserved. That album should have been in the top 10 R an B charts.  We need to bring back this album and put it back in the market with a new cover and add a couple of songs he is known for. 

HOW HOPE HE RECORDS AGAIN.

Claudia Reid
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CHICO DEBARGE NEEDS TO COME BACK AND RECORD. THE ADDICTION ALBUM IS ON MY CHRISTMAS LIST

You want talk about CHICO DEBARGE.... CAN WE... YES WE CAN.  I love his music, Its so romantic and so smooth and the thing that no one probably noticed was the finger snaps that he does when he sings sometimes ( you can hear that on some of the songs).  The way CHICO sings its sinful and dangerous.  Every song he ever sang its the most romantic and you can hear the hurt and the pain in his voice.  It makes you feel like you want to hold him and tell him it will be alright.  I love DEBARGE music hands down and that will never ever change, but CHICO's sound is totally different and it comes from a place where you can tell he thinks a lot.  He has a lot on his mind and you can tell by the way he sings and the music he pens. 

I love everything he ever sang but my fave I would say: I WANT YOU, SHE LOVES ME, LOVE STILL GOOD, HEY YOU and everything else. Let's just say all his songs.  When is he coming back?

Why isn't he recording?  And might I add that Chico is HOT and his music makes him 10X hotter, can I say that.  All the brothers are good looking and you cant take that away from them at all and they are 110 mill talented no question about that. And you have to respect there strong love for the LORD.  Honestly it doesnt matter if they sing for the LORD or sing love songs the way they use to, as long as they sing.

I have to get CHICO's album ADDICTION for my birthday.  Thats a must have on my list.  I feel that the DEBARGES need to do come back. Eventhough I adore EL and I am so glad that he is doing his thing and I WILL BE AT THOSE CONCERTS NEXT YEAR.  I want to see them all including BUNNY sing on stage.  I dont care if they sing gospel or there old tunes, IT would be such an honor to see them again. 

CHICO NEEDS TO RECORD AGAIN, I LOVED HIS MUSIC FORYEARS....HE IS SO AWESOME... AND HE GOT THIS BAD BOY CROONING THING ABOUT HIM. I LOVE HIS VIDEOS.  HE HAS GOT TO COME BACK.

Claudia Reid
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YOUNG DEBARGE SHOULD RECORD AGAIN. MUSIC IS COOL. 2005 THE HUNT

I am suppose to be in bed right now but I have to get this off my chest because I am so dissappointed once again with the record company. MY FRIEND sent me an email to go on ITUNES and listen to another DEBARGE  which  is YOUNG DEBARGE aka DARRELL.  HERE IS WHAT I AM CONFUSED ABOUT..... why didn't the album do well  because he has a couple of cool songs on there.
I love the remake of  " I LIKE IT"
LOVING YOU
GOING PLACES is my second fave with a jamaican twist. but if he slowed it down like a slight chopped and screwed but not too much and sang this song slow... it would be an instant PANTY DROPPER.
IN MY ARMS.

Another thing why did he stop.  He should have dropped another album.  he definetely have the voice and the style and he is 110% talented NO DOUBT. The songwriting is perfect. He needs new music to match the words.  Whoever did his record should have done better because he is talented.  He should RE RELEASE  I LIKE IT and LOVING YOU.  GOING PLACES WOULD BE A HIT he can slow it down and sing it slow or whatever.  I think he should do it again.
I LIKE IT:  http://youtu.be/Ox-HV7HLzfM

HE NEEDS A GOOD PUBLIC RELATIONS PERSON AND A PROMOTER.

**** HE NEEDS TO DO IT AGAIN*******   RECORD AGAIN WITH A BOMB PRODUCER

Claudia Reid
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